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Sorry I meant to do this WAY sooner but I have been so FREAKING BUSY! <3 Thank All of my new watchers for watching me <<33 I know this is going to be a HELLA long list, sorry but I still feel obliged to do this for my new watchers <<<<<333333
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Stop judging me, dammit let me breathe.
I can not stand your presence anymore,
You look at me and voice every little flaw in my broken body, I'm dragging myself along the ground to get to a better place and you just want to grab me by the hair and shoot me dead.
You're psychotic, manipulative, I don't know what claim you think you have to invade someone else's personal space so aggressively, you are no father that's for sure. You constantly push me to be an adult , I'm nearly 20 yeah I know I'm 20  in 3 fucking days and you're just belittling me for not being good enough, you want me to be an adult but you try to cripple me for being weak, you throw me about like I don't even matter.
You care so much about what I'm doing with my life that it honestly scares me, stop being so obsessive over what you don't even understand, you don't see my silent struggles so you don't get to pass judgements, lay the fuck off.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that I find each and every day an excruciating struggle.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that everytime I close my eyes my head is overburdened with dark thoughts and painful memories.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that sometimes I just need to curl up in bed all day and stop functioning as a human being.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that sometimes i do not make it my entire life's focus to make sure everything is clean.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that I don't try hard enough, in your eyes I'm not trying at all.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that you don't see my daily struggle my endless battle my never ending pain.
I'm sorry that you're not sorry.
I'm sorry
For being sorry.

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Octrpus
Paris
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United Kingdom

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sambeawesome Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2017
Thank you so much for the watch! I Love You Emote I really appreciate it and I'm glad you like my artwork Huggle! 
If you'd like, feel free to check out my YouTubeTumblrTwitter, or Facebook.big pink heart 
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TinyCatty Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the support!
It means a lot to me and I'm so happy to have you as one of my lovely watchers! ♥
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Ikaraide Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much for the watch!! i like your pixels!

i hope i dont disappoint! :icondokis-plz:
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Kreative-Confusion Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017
Thanks for the watch! You have really cute pixels!
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DDMP-Model6 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Very cool stuff here
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BlackEmber17 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch and favourite!! 💖💖
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jsalv Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the Added to my devWatch! 
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tmszpz Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2016
Hi! Thank you very much for the watch and for the favourite! :)
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LovelyLoren Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch, hun! ♥
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Lolicake27 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch <33333333333
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